A huge thank you to all the kind words you guys have sent me this last month, sorry I haven’t replied to them all but really thank u from the bottom of my heart <3
And thank you for all the birthday wishes I got yesterday, I was working all day but it was a good anyways. Not much other news, I’m still very busy working all the time but I hope everyone had a great holidays and is having a good 2016 so far ^w^
Stay special xoxo
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「豚ども、一年間よく頑張ったな。ご褒美だ。踏んでやろう。」
"Pigs, you tried hard for the past year. As a reward, I will step
on you!"Lady Satsuki finally granting our wishes.
Sorry I haven’t been around ;w; I just wanted to let everyone know that I’m okay. I thought I shud explain what’s been happening.
So last year (for reasons I’m not really ready to talk about) I had to stop college and start working full time. I’ve been drawing since then as a hobby whenever I had free time, which altho wasn’t much, meant I got to post arts here every now and then.
My family situation at home hasn’t been good for a long time but 3 months ago the things took a turn for the worse, basically it meant I had to take on another job on top of my current full time one. So I’ve been working about 80 hours a week and between that, traveling to work and getting sleep I literally don’t have a free minute anymore. It really hurt and I sort of broke down. Seems things just kept getting worse and worse and everything that could go wrong has gone wrong over this past year.
The only way I knew how to cope was just to emotionally shut myself down. That’s why I sort of just silently disappeared. Not being able to draw, being sad all the time, not feeling like the fun person I felt I used to be, I didn’t want people or my friends seeing me like that. So I shut everyone out (which made me feel even worse of course!) but I truly feel like it’s the only way I could make it thru what was happening.
I really hate sharing this stuff, cause I guess I don’t want to come across as if I’m trying burden people with my problems, or as if I’m looking for pity or sympathy. Just before I left all I was doing was posting sad posts on twitter and I didn’t like being that person, cause there are others out there who have things much worse than me.
Anyways! I just wanted to apologize for the lack of art and communication, I felt I owed you all an explanation. To those who have sent me messages of support and concern; I am so super sorry I haven’t replied, I honestly just don’t know how to talk to people anymore. I haven’t had any emotional energy for such a long time that it’s hard to be a person >w< so again I’m really sorry but thank you SO much for thinking of me.
I’ve had a few free days recently so I’ve done some art streams which has been nice but I dunno when/if I’ll be able to start drawing proper again. The situation at home doesn’t look like it’s gonna change anytime soon and I’m gonna have to keep working alot. Just please don’t be worrying about me is all, I’m okay. It’s just the way things are and that sucks, but I’ve learned some things are just out of our control.
xoxoxo
Lotsa love - owler
Some design sketches for a new OC I’ve been making, her name right now is Rinza
bratwurstmakesart drew this cute draw of iahfy’s Nadia, I just added the colors.
Please be sure to check out their original lineart (and their color version) too ♥
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